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42 days until

james returns

and is in my arms!!! 

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so wat is up me homies? only like 56 more days until james is back into my arms!!!!! o big man on campus was today it kicked face!!! darren won! and andrew was first runner up! josh didn't place but the dance was so so so funny.... so who is going to the dance? i ma!

hey I’m back!!!!! I am going to the raider thing to day....... but yeah about my trip!!!!!!!!!!!

ok left here during 6th period on wed. then slept in Augusta....then got up on Thursday and went to fort Jackson....then we had to go through this briefing.....and then we all “ran” outside to see James.....OMG.... I thought I was going to die.....he looked amazing he has lost weight and gained muscle.....everyone hugged him before me....but when I did it was the most amazing thing in the world.........everyone around us was crying….I was crying to……then after that was over we got to take him around the base…..he drove in the car I was in……and we talked…….and held hands….i was in heaven……ok then we went bowling and played mini put……and then we went back to his barracks….and they had to get in formation……hahaha he had to do push-ups…..but then they went in and we left…….slept……and then came back for his real grad…..we got there and it is outside……it takes awhile before it started but once it did I kind of started crying…..when it was over me my mom and Joey……left to go to the px(a store on bases) to get there before the crowds….then when they finally got there…James and his family….I gave him a hug…..and said I was sooo very proud of him…….then after awhile we got to go off base Friday…..so we went to his family’s new hotel with a pool…….and we went swimming…..then after that he got tired so we went upstairs and he laid down…we ordered Chinese food….his favorite…..it was amazing and he looked so cute…..he was laying on the bed and I was sitting next to him…rubbing his back……then he kind of got up and we talked a little bit…..then after we ate I had to leave….my mom made us leave early…..we were both really sad…..so he walked us out…..he said his good byes to my mom and Joey….and then I just hugged him I wish never had to let go…….we did kiss…..wasn’t the first……teehee…..and then he started to move away…..i said I love u and he said it back…..the only thing touching now was our fingers and then nothing…I got into the car…not before our usual name calling….that is a diff. story….but then we left and I cried for awhile……then he called…..to talked to me before he went back to the base……

well that is it…..I really truly love this boy……I mean I have fallen so hard I don’t think I could be with anyone but him……well I have to go…..u can call me if u want at 397-6611……this was the best weekend ever!!!!!!!!!!